Another day... of alone

        here i am, reading every single piece of letter he has ever written for me,thinking of every single word he has ever whispered to me, remembering all the promises we have made, that were broken by simply a promise that was made to a father,i couldn't risk in loosing his trust, but i also cant risk loosing my true love, at this point i have no idea what to do...
I'm locked in a room with all doors closed tight.... and i just cant find the key... that would finally lead me to my hearts desires, how can i ever be with him again?
that question still remains... unanswered.....